Sunday, January 11, 2015

INNOCENCE

Innocence sometimes gets lead astray, innocecence can be restored


Innocence was shaken like a leaf on a Fall tree.
Innocence was taken ignoring a tearful plea.

Innocence was broken against the powerless.
Innocence was spoken, just kidding the defenseless.

Innocence was deceived by a phony white lie.
Innocence was believed, the guilt-causers were sly.

Innocence went to places it didn't want to go.
Innocence went with faces it didn't even know.

Innocence gave up what it knew it shouldn't give.
Innocence gave away virtue like hope in sieve.

Innocence now gone, guilt is normal, routine.
Innocence cheat on, dirty won't wash clean.

Guilt took away the innocence soul,
Feeding the guiltless from the devils soup bowl.

Innocence was a sheep who played with wolves.
Nobody taught wisdom, innocence never saw doves.

Who will establish their young hearts without blame?
Who will help children know innocence as their new name? 

Beloved, teach the children to be spotless, and found in peace,
Preserve them complete as blameless, all guilt will cease.

Conscious of nothing, the guilt you bought was overpriced,
Ready you are for the coming, of our Lord Jesus Christ.


Friday, January 2, 2015

A NEW WORD PART TWO January 2, 2015 6:40 am

PART TWO January 2, 2015 6:40 am


1. YOUR CHARACTER GROWTH IN CHRIST WILL NAME NEW OPPORTUNITIES TO SHOW LOVE.
The Gentiles shall see your righteousness, And all kings your glory. You shall be called by a new name, Which the mouth of the Lord will name.

2. BLESSINGS ARE RECIPROCAL AND MEANT TO BE SHARED, DO NOT LET THIEVES DESTROY YOUR RECIPROCITY.
The Lord has sworn by His right hand And by the arm of His strength: “Surely I will no longer give your grain As food for your enemies; And the sons of the foreigner shall not drink your new wine, For which you have labored.

3. IN ALL SORROW CAN BE FOUND THE SEEDS OF JOY, REMOVING SORROW TOO HASTILY MAY PREVENT JOY FROM GROWING.
Thus says the Lord: “As the new wine is found in the cluster, And one says, ‘Do not destroy it, For a blessing is in it,’ So will I do for My servants’ sake, That I may not destroy them all.

4. A BUDDING TREE DOES NOT BEMOAN THE LOSS OF LAST YEAR'S LEAVES.
[ The Glorious New Creation ] “For behold, I create new heavens and a new earth; And the former shall not be remembered or come to mind.

5. LET YOUR EYES SEE THE NEED AND GIVE LEGS TO YOUR LOVE. LET LOVE BE YOUR LEGACY. YOUR NAME IS ONLY AS GOOD AS THE LOVE YOU GIVE.
“For as the new heavens and the new earth Which I will make shall remain before Me,” says the Lord, “So shall your descendants and your name remain.

6. SOMEDAY THE END OF THIS WORLD WILL COME, DOES YOUR LIFE HAVE A RECORD OF LOVE THAT WILL STAND AS A TESTIMONIAL FOR THE REST OF ETERNITY?
And it shall come to pass That from one New Moon to another, And from one Sabbath to another, All flesh shall come to worship before Me,” says the Lord.

7. GOD WANTS TO MAKE YOUR LIFE A NEW GATE FOR OTHERS TO ENTER INTO HIS HEART. IS YOUR LIFE WORTHY OF THE NAME: "NEW GATE OF THE LORD'S HOUSE?"
When the princes of Judah heard these things, they came up from the king’s house to the house of the Lord and sat down in the entry of the New Gate of the Lord’s house.

8. MAY THE STREAMING GOODNESS OF GOD'S GRACE TURN THE WATER OF SORROW INTO THE NEW WINE OF FORGIVENESS.
Therefore they shall come and sing in the height of Zion, Streaming to the goodness of the Lord— For wheat and new wine and oil, For the young of the flock and the herd; Their souls shall be like a well-watered garden, And they shall sorrow no more at all.

9. PHYSICAL UNDERSTANDING OF WHO YOU THINK GOD IS WILL NOT GIVE YOU SPIRITUAL UNDERSTANDING. A NEW THING IS GOD'S WAKE UP CALL THAT SAYS: I LOVE YOU!
How long will you gad about, O you backsliding daughter? For the Lord has created a new thing in the earth— A woman shall encompass a man.”

10. A COVENANT SHOULD BE LIKE JESUS - HE WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU OR FORSAKE YOU. ENTER IN WITHOUT A WAY OUT.
[ A New Covenant ] “Behold, the days are coming, says the Lord, when I will make a new covenant with the house of Israel and with the house of Judah

11. ARE YOUR WORDS WORTHY IN THE HEARING OF ALL THE PEOPLE? IF THEY AREN'T RECORDABLE FOR PLAYBACK THEY ARE NOT WORTHY TO BE UTTERED.
Then Baruch read from the book the words of Jeremiah in the house of the Lord, in the chamber of Gemariah the son of Shaphan the scribe, in the upper court at the entry of the New Gate of the Lord’s house, in the hearing of all the people.

12. THERE IS NO MEASUREMENT FOR THE DEPTH, HEIGHT, LENGTH OR WITDTH OF GOD'S GREATNESS. EMBRACE EACH DASY WITH THANKFULNESS FOR HIS FAITHFULNESS.
They are new every morning; Great is Your faithfulness.

13. YOUR BONES ARE THE HISTORY OF YOUR LIFE AFTER THE FLESH IS GONE AND YOUR SPIRIT REMAINS. WHAT WILL YOU DO WITH THE HEART OF FLESH THAT GOD HAS ENTRUSTED YOU WITH?
Then I will give them one heart, and I will put a new spirit within them, and take the stony heart out of their flesh, and give them a heart of flesh,

14. RAIN CARRIES DIRT AWAY FROM ROOFTOPS. GOD WASHES THE SIN OFF OUR SOULS. CAST YOUR SINS INTO THE REIGN OF GOD'S MERCY AND GRACE. FEEL THE CLEANNESS OF HIS LOVE IN YOUR SPIRIT.
Cast away from you all the transgressions which you have committed, and get yourselves a new heart and a new spirit. For why should you die, O house of Israel?

15. GOD REPEATS HIS PROMISES OVER AND OVER. MAYBE IT'S BECAUSE OUR FLESH BECOMES THICK WITH SELFISHNESS. HE WANTS US NAKED - NO BARRIERS BETWEEN GOD AND US.
I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit within you; I will take the heart of stone out of your flesh and give you a heart of flesh.

16. SOME SEASONS ARE LONGER THAN OTHERS. YOU WILL STAY IN YOUR CURRENT SEASON UNTIL YOU LEARN WHAT GOD WANTS YOU TO LEARN TO HELP YOU IN YOUR NEXT SEASON.
[ A New City, a New Temple ] In the twenty-fifth year of our captivity, at the beginning of the year, on the tenth day of the month, in the fourteenth year after the city was captured, on the very same day the hand of the Lord was upon me; and He took me there.

17. ALL PEOPLE ARE GIFTED BY THE HOLY SPIRIT. DO NOT COVET ANOTHER PERSON'S GIFTS. ENCOURAGEMENT IS AN ANTIDOTE FOR JEALOUSY WHICH IS ROOTED IN INSECURITY. WE ARE CREATED TO BE IN UNITY WITH EVERYONE WHOM GOD LOVES.
Then it shall be the prince’s part to give burnt offerings, grain offerings, and drink offerings, at the feasts, the New Moons, the Sabbaths, and at all the appointed seasons of the house of Israel. He shall prepare the sin offering, the grain offering, the burnt offering, and the peace offerings to make atonement for the house of Israel.”

18. A SHABBAT IS A REST IN GOD. WINTER IS A TIME FOR REFLECTION. EACH DAY SHOULD BE FILLED WITH PRAYER. SPEND DEEP TIME WITH GOD. KNOCK ON HIS HEART AND IT WILL BE OPENED UNTO YOU.
[ The Manner of Worship ] ‘Thus says the Lord God: “The gateway of the inner court that faces toward the east shall be shut the six working days; but on the Sabbath it shall be opened, and on the day of the New Moon it shall be opened.

19. BEFORE YOU ENTER ANYTHING; A DOOR, A RELATIONSHIP, A VEHICLE, A BUSINESS - EVERYTHING! - STOP AND PAUSE TO GIVE GOD YOUR ATTENTION. HE MIGHT ASK YOU TO TURN AROUND OR GO DOWN A DEADEND ROAD. ALL GATEWAYS WORK TOGETHER FOR GOOD FOR THOSE WHO WORSHIP GOD.
Likewise the people of the land shall worship at the entrance to this gateway before the Lord on the Sabbaths and the New Moons.

20. DON'T MAKE GOD AN AFTERTHOUGHT. PUT HIM FIRST IN ALL THINGS. OUT OF A BLEMISHED HEART WILL FLOW BLEMISHED LOVE. OPEN WOUNDS CONTAMINATE. HEALED WOUNDS SPREAD HOPE.
On the day of the New Moon it shall be a young bull without blemish, six lambs, and a ram; they shall be without blemish.

21. THE MISUSE OF GOD'S BLESSINGS WILL BE DETRIMENTAL TO YOUR SPIRITUAL HEALTH! PRAY BEFORE YOU ACT.
For she did not know That I gave her grain, new wine, and oil, And multiplied her silver and gold—Which they prepared for Baal.

22. PEOPLE HAVE BEEN KNOWN TO LOSE THEIR MIRACLE OF HEALING FROM GOD BECAUSE THEY NEVER GAVE HIM CREDIT. DON'T LOSE YOUR BLESSINGS BECAUSE YOU ARE UNGRATEFUL.
“Therefore I will return and take away My grain in its time And My new wine in its season, And will take back My wool and My linen, Given to cover her nakedness.

23. IF YOU ARE IN A LONG SEASON OF SADNESS DUE TO YOUR OWN TRANSGRESSIONS, STAND ON THE PROMISE OF GOD'S HOPE AND FORGIVENESS. LEARN YOUR LESON WELL AND TEACH IT TO OTHERS. WE SERVE A MIGHTY FORGIVING GOD.
I will also cause all her mirth to cease, Her feast days, Her New Moons, Her Sabbaths— All her appointed feasts.

24. WE CANNOT REAP THE FRUIT OF THE EARTH WITHOUT GOD ALLOWING THE FRUIT TO GROW, IF WE IGNORE HIM, HE WILL EVENTUALLY IGNORE US.
The earth shall answer With grain, With new wine, And with oil; They shall answer Jezreel.

25. IF YOU FORGET TO PLANT SEEDS YOU WILL NOT GROW A GARDEN. IF YOU PLANT WEEDS YOU WILL NOT HAVE VEGETABLES. FORGETTING GOD IS LIKE CRAWLING INTO THE EARTH - DEEPER AND DEEPER. IT'S YOUR CHOICE, HE WILL LET YOU BECOME MIRED IN YOUR OWN SELFISHNESS OR PULL YOU OUT IF YOU ASK HIM.
[ The Idolatry of Israel ] “Harlotry, wine, and new wine enslave the heart.

26. THE REMEMBRANCES OF CHILDREN REFLECT THE FORGETFULNESS OF THEIR PARENTS. TEACH YOUR CHILDREN WELL OR THEY WILL PASS ON THEIR FORGETFULLNESS OF GOD TO ANOTHER GENERATION. 
They have dealt treacherously with the Lord, For they have begotten pagan children. Now a New Moon shall devour them and their heritage.

27. CREATING YOUR OWN WAY TO GOD IS LIKE TWISTING THE WORDS OF JESUS. HE DID NOT SAY: "I AM ONE OF MANY WAYS." JESUS SAID: "I AM THE WAY, THE TRUTH, AND THE LIFE. NO MAN COMES TO THE FATHER EXCEPT THROUGH ME." JOHN 14:6
They did not cry out to Me with their heart When they wailed upon their beds. “They assemble together for grain and new wine, They rebel against Me;

28. YOU CAN HAVE AS MANY FRESH STARTS AS YOU WANT BUT YOU WILL NOT ENJOY THE FULLNESS OF GOD'S BLESSINGS WITHOUT ACKNOWLEGING HIM AS YOUR PROVIDER.
The threshing floor and the winepress Shall not feed them, And the new wine shall fail in her.

29. SOME FOLKS BECOME INTOXICATED BY THEIR OWN ACCOMPLISHMENTS - THIS TOO SHALL PASS. DRUNKENNESS CREATES A BARRIER BETWEEN PEOPLE AND GOD. BE VIGILANT AND STAY SOBER.
Awake, you drunkards, and weep; And wail, all you drinkers of wine, Because of the new wine, For it has been cut off from your mouth.

30. FAMINE SEEMS TO BE AS CYCLICAL AS FAITH. WHEN OUR PURSUIT OF THE PROVISIONS OF GOD BEGINS TO WANE, THE FRUITFULNESS OF THE EARTH BEGINS TO ROT. AS WE TURN OUR HEARTS BACK TO GOD, HIS BOUNTY INCREASES.
The field is wasted, The land mourns; For the grain is ruined, The new wine is dried up, The oil fails.

31. GOD WANTS TO REMOVE OUR GARBAGE THAT WE CREATED AND RESTORE PURITY.
The Lord will answer and say to His people, “Behold, I will send you grain and new wine and oil, And you will be satisfied by them; I will no longer make you a reproach among the nations.

32. PROVISION FOLLOWS THE VISION THROUGH THE OBEDIENCE TO GOD'S MISSION.
The threshing floors shall be full of wheat, And the vats shall overflow with new wine and oil.

33. GOD ALWAYS THROWS THE BEST NEW YEAR'S PARTIES! BELIEVE IN HIS BEST AND HE WILL REWARD YOUR EXPECTATIONS IN DUE SEASON.
[ God Blesses His People ] And it will come to pass in that day That the mountains shall drip with new wine, The hills shall flow with milk, And all the brooks of Judah shall be flooded with water; A fountain shall flow from the house of the Lord And water the Valley of Acacias.

34. RELIGIOUS RITUALS DO NOT MAKE HOLY PEOPLE. A PERSONAL RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD ON AN EVERYDAY BASIS IS THE ONLY TRUE RELIGION. FOCUS ON GOD WHEN YOU FOCUS ON GOD. HOPING THAT CHURCH WILL END SOON SO YOU CAN GO DO SOMETHING ELSE IS FRAUDULENT.

Saying: “When will the New Moon be past, That we may sell grain? And the Sabbath, That we may trade wheat? Making the ephah small and the shekel large, Falsifying the scales by deceit,

Thursday, January 1, 2015

HAPPY NEW WORD!

On Christ the solid rock, I walk the way of His cross.
As a present to myself on New Years, I found some relaxation in studying the word "new." This is actually a "New" Bible Study. I searched the word "new" in the Bible and found over 200 verses with the word "new." This is only the beginning of my "New" study in the New Year. I'm going to live these "new" words as a new person in Christ. The heading before each verse is my thought after reading the verse. I pray that you find it meaningful.Thanks for being here to share in a new experience. Happy New Year! Jesus loves you and so do we.

LET GO OF THE PAST
Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; old things have passed away; behold, all things have become new.

CLEAN YOUR CLOSETS & CUBBOARDS
You shall eat the old harvest, and clear out the old because of the new.

PRAY OVER YOUR CHILDREN & THE WORK OF YOUR HANDS
And He will love you and bless you and multiply you; He will also bless the fruit of your womb and the fruit of your land, your grain and your new wine and your oil, the increase of your cattle and the offspring of your flock, in the land of which He swore to your fathers to give you.

ASK GOD TO PROTECT YOUR NEW HOME
“Then the officers shall speak to the people, saying: ‘What man is there who has built a new house and has not dedicated it? Let him go and return to his house, lest he die in the battle and another man dedicate it.

PRAY OVER YOUR WEDDING VOWS
“When a man has taken a new wife, he shall not go out to war or be charged with any business; he shall be free at home one year, and bring happiness to his wife whom he has taken.

PRAY AGAINST THE TEMPTATION TO WORSHIP BLESSINGS RECEIVED INSTEAD OF GOD
They sacrificed to demons, not to God, To gods they did not know, To new gods, new arrivals That your fathers did not fear.

DON'T TAKE YOUR STRENGTHS FOR GRANTED - ASK GOD WHO TO TRUST
Therefore Delilah took new ropes and bound him with them, and said to him, “The Philistines are upon you, Samson!” And men were lying in wait, staying in the room. But he broke them off his arms like a thread.

PRAY FOR THE COURAGE TO LEAVE THE FAMILIAR AND EMBRACE THE UNKNOWN WITH FAITH
Then Jonathan said to David, “Tomorrow is the New Moon; and you will be missed, because your seat will be empty.

BEWARE OF "NEW SWORDS," THERE IS ONLY ONE SWORD OF THE SPIRIT
Then Ishbi-Benob, who was one of the sons of the giant, the weight of whose bronze spear was three hundred shekels, who was bearing a new sword, thought he could kill David.

SLIDING AWAY FROM GOD WILL RESULT IN THE TEARING OF YOUR CHARACTER
Then Ahijah took hold of the new garment that was on him, and tore it into twelve pieces.

GIVE GOD THE GLORY FOR HEALING FROM DEATH AND BARRENNESS
And he said, “Bring me a new bowl, and put salt in it.” So they brought it to him.

GOD BRINGS NEWNESS ON ALL DAYS NOT JUST SUNDAYS
So he said, “Why are you going to him today? It is neither the New Moon nor the Sabbath.” And she said, “It is well.”

WHAT OFFERING DO YOU PLACE ON THE ALTAR OF GOD
He also brought the bronze altar which was before the Lord, from the front of the temple—from between the new altar and the house of the Lord—and put it on the north side of the new altar.

BEWARE OF FALSE PROPHETS
until I come and take you away to a land like your own land, a land of grain and new wine, a land of bread and vineyards, a land of olive groves and honey, that you may live and not die. But do not listen to Hezekiah, lest he persuade you, saying, “The Lord will deliver us.”

PRAY FOR THE COURTS TO FOLLOW THE COMPASSION OF GOD
Then Jehoshaphat stood in the assembly of Judah and Jerusalem, in the house of the Lord, before the new court,

SPEND ONLY WHAT YOU HAVE AND PRAY FOR THE REST
with three rows of heavy stones and one row of new timber. Let the expenses be paid from the king’s treasury.

ASK GOD IF THE WORDS BURSTING INSIDE YOU NEED TO BE SPOKEN
Indeed my belly is like wine that has no vent; It is ready to burst like new wineskins.

LET YOUR PRAYERS BE FULL OF NEW EXPECTATIONS
Sing to Him a new song; Play skillfully with a shout of joy.

SPEAK WORDS OF HOPE AND ENCOURAGEMENT
He has put a new song in my mouth— Praise to our God; Many will see it and fear, And will trust in the Lord.

BEGIN EACH NEW DAY, EACH NEW ENDEAVOR WITH A NEW SONG OF PRAISE
[ A Song of Praise to God Coming in Judgment ] Oh, sing to the Lord a new song! Sing to the Lord, all the earth.

THANKSGIVINGS FOR THE PAST NEW THINGS SETS THE STAGE FOR NEW BLESSINGS
[ A Song of Praise to the Lord for His Salvation and Judgment ] [ A Psalm. ] Oh, sing to the Lord a new song! For He has done marvelous things; His right hand and His holy arm have gained Him the victory.

GOD'S WILL AND OUR WILL IN UNITY IS A MIGHTY CHORUS OF NEWNESS
I will sing a new song to You, O God; On a harp of ten strings I will sing praises to You,

BEGIN TO FORM ASSEMBLIES OF THANKSGIVING, PRAISE AND THANKSGIVING
[ Praise to God for His Salvation and Judgment ] Praise the Lord! Sing to the Lord a new song, And His praise in the assembly of saints.

GIVING IS AN ACT OF PLENTY THAT CREATES OVERFLOWING
So your barns will be filled with plenty, And your vats will overflow with new wine.

EACH NEW DAY BRINGS A FRESH NEW SUNRISE
That which has been is what will be, That which is done is what will be done, And there is nothing new under the sun. Is there anything of which it may be said, “See, this is new”? It has already been in ancient times before us.

THE FRAGRANCE OF LOVE MUST BE RECREATED WITH EACH NEW DAY
The mandrakes give off a fragrance, And at our gates are pleasant fruits, All manner, new and old, Which I have laid up for you, my beloved.

RITUALS WITHOUT RELATIONSHIPS ARE LIKE IMPERSONAL STONE GODS
Your New Moons and your appointed feasts My soul hates; They are a trouble to Me, I am weary of bearing them.

WHEN YOUR EARTH PARTY IS OVER - WILL YOU PARTY IN HEAVEN?
The new wine fails, the vine languishes, All the merry-hearted sigh.

ASK GOD TO HELP YOU CLIMB THE MOUNTAINS OF LIFE
“Behold, I will make you into a new threshing sledge with sharp teeth; You shall thresh the mountains and beat them small, And make the hills like chaff.

THE PROHECIES OF GOD ARE HIS VISIONS OF NEWNESS TO COME
Behold, the former things have come to pass, And new things I declare; Before they spring forth I tell you of them.” [Praise to the Lord] Sing to the Lord a new song, And His praise from the ends of the earth, You who go down to the sea, and all that is in it, You coastlands and you inhabitants of them!

DEADEND ROADS WILL BECOME NEW LIFE HIGHWAYS
Behold, I will do a new thing, Now it shall spring forth; Shall you not know it? I will even make a road in the wilderness And rivers in the desert.

REVELATION CREATES ECHOES OF GOD'S GLORY TO THE ENDS OF THE EARTH

“You have heard; See all this. And will you not declare it? I have made you hear new things from this time, Even hidden things, and you did not know them.

Saturday, September 13, 2014

PRAYERS IN THE SAND

The actions of our lives are the grains of sand that shape the beaches of time.


Innumerable

Prayers are as innumerable as the sand. The only thing more innumerable are the thoughts of God. Sometimes when I've prayed at the beach, I've asked God to bring me an answer like the waves that speak upon the shore. Sometimes I write my prayers at the waters edge and ask God to remove something from my life. Prayer was meant to be as unceasing as nature's sand creation.


Surrender

Prayers are like sand in that they have many forces that create and shape them. All grains of sand were once a part of something greater - like a rock or sea creature. All things had a beginning that was lesser than what they would become. Babies are innocent children who grow into larger selfish adults. Most of our initial prayer life is born self pity. We seek God's help in building a break-wall to protest us from the incessant pounding of life's waves. Pressure from flowing water can cause the breakdown of rocks into tiny particles of sand. God removes the rock of self with the flowing waters of His creation. The grains of self are deposited at our feet beckoning us to kneel in surrender.


Persistence

One rainstorm on a mountaintop does not create a beach many miles below. The change of seasons and forces of changing weather produce storms. The power of water can cut through a rock. The power of prayer can cut through to the Rock. The ocean never gives up it's waves, you shouldn't give up on your prayers no matter how  many seasons you wait.

Brokenness

One sea shell broken and battered does not make a beach. All grains of sand are left over memories of broken pieces of something that was once much grander. There was once three wise Kings who brought lavish gifts to a baby. The child grew into a man who was bruised for our selfishness. He was nailed to pieces of wood that were once part of a tree. He died and was put behind a stone. Brokenness caused a greater capacity to love. The beach is a place of brokenness that gives a greater capacity to pray.

Grains of Prayer 

  • Waters must flow freely. Prayer must be offered willingly.
  • The weight of sand determines it's relationship with water. The weight of prayer is determined by sincerity.
  • The only thing more innumerable than sand are the thoughts of God. 
  • Sand doesn't choose where its deposited. Pray where you are, life's a beach.
  • Sand is shaped by force and pressure. Let go of your will.and let God shape your heart.
  • Sand is a part of God's creation. You are more than sand, you are made in the image of God.
  • Creatures hide their eggs in the sand. Prayer can be a place to birth new seasons. in your life.
  • The beach is a boundary at the waters edge. Let nothing come between you and God.
  • The beach is a place of buried treasure. Prayer reveals you as the treasure buried in God's heart.
  • The beach is a place to land or launch a boat. All new endeavors need the council of the Holy Spirit before they are launched.
  • The beach is a great place to cook fish. It's also a great place to fast and pray.
  • Some sand floats some sand sinks. Allow God to determine the answers to prayer.
  • Sand is a symbol of abundance. Gods answers are more innumerable than our questions.
  • Sand is not what you use as a foundation. God is solid, stand with Him.
Thanks for your time. Go say a prayer for somebody. 
I pray for all who read this
 to know the love of Jesus Christ
 who became broken as a grain of sand
 so that we might live forever in a beach called heaven.

 Jesus loves you and so do we.



Thursday, April 17, 2014

DRUNK ON ONE SWALLOW OF BROWN WATER

          Some times life's the smallest moments cause the greatest impact. Many folks tell stories about mustard seeds and mountains. My story is about some brown water and love.

          Today is Maunday Thursday, 2014. The term comes from the remembrance of what a dude named Jesus did at his last supper with his closest friends. He began the meal by washing their feet and telling them: "Love one another as I have loved you" (John 13:34). My last supper was Sunday night April 13, 2014. That was my last meal before I began my yearly custom of fasting from solid foods from Sunday evening until Friday evening.

          A fast is simply my way of saying: "I want to set aside normalcy and seek God totally." My life slows down as you might expect that it would when your body's energy wanes from fasting. Life becomes magnified with small things becoming more important than normal. I think appreciation is a food of fasting. Today it was a mouthful of brown water.

          My wife brings me coffee every morning before we spend our time reading God stuff together. After a while she goes on about her day as I commence writing a book, a blog or a post. She was in the kitchen as I took a sip of coffee. I did not swallow immediately as I normally do. I was like a wine taster savoring and discovering the flavors of a new wine. I paused and reflected on how that brown water got to be in my cup. It was like a foot washing moment, my wife is always doing something to serve me. Each day begins with brown water that she began preparing the night before. The "brown-water-coffee" is an act of love. It took me a moment to savor my wife's act of love that only served to reflect her continual acts of love. It was a "Brown-Water-Moment" and the flavor of love trickled from my mouth into my heart.

Thanks for your time.
Go do something nice for somebody.


Wednesday, April 9, 2014

I CONFESS

     
God is the Spring of new beginnings.
Forgiveness melts the frozen past. 
"They’ll get to know me by being kindly forgiven,
with the slate of their sins forever wiped clean."
          Several years ago I went through a devastating life episode. Some of my actions had hurt other people and I needed to take responsibility for those actions. It was the lowest point of my life.

          I felt like a dirt bag. I felt guilty. I was heartsick. I felt like a failure. For three days I fell into a deep depression. Wallowing in guilt and self pity is like a seed moaning about the Winter past when Spring was in full swing; it's useless and counterproductive. On the third day, my life changed forever.

          At about 5 am, I awoke up. I was still feeling like I'd poured some poison soup into my soul. Still in bed, I was lying on my back looking at the ceiling. I closed my eyes and I began to see in my mind. A mental picture had formed in my head. It was like I was looking at words carved on a rock. The rock was actually my forehead. Imagine for a moment. that your eyes had moved to the inside of your head and were looking at the inside of your forehead, that's what I saw. It was like a giant movie screen.

          Etched into my forehead was the word "Hebrews" along with the number "8:13." I am fairly familiar with the Bible but I had no idea what this passage meant. Grabbing my Bible, I looked it up.
Hebrews 8:13 (New King James Version)
In that He says, “A new covenant,” He has made the first obsolete. Now what is becoming obsolete and growing old is ready to vanish away.
It's a good idea to read the surrounding passages to give you a greater perspective. Here's verse 12:
"For I will be merciful to their unrighteousness,
 and their sins and their lawless deeds I will remember no more.”
For an even greater perspective here is Hebrews 8:6-13 from The Message Bible:

"But Jesus’ priestly work far surpasses what these other priests do, since he’s working from a far better plan. If the first plan—the old covenant—had worked out, a second wouldn’t have been needed. But we know the first was found wanting, because God said,
Heads up! The days are coming
when I’ll set up a new plan
for dealing with Israel and Judah.
I’ll throw out the old plan
I set up with their ancestors
when I led them by the hand out of Egypt.
They didn’t keep their part of the bargain,
so I looked away and let it go.
This new plan I’m making with Israel
isn’t going to be written on paper,
isn’t going to be chiseled in stone;
This time I’m writing out the plan in them,
carving it on the lining of their hearts.
I’ll be their God,
they’ll be my people.
They won’t go to school to learn about me,
or buy a book called God in Five Easy Lessons.
They’ll all get to know me firsthand,
the little and the big, the small and the great.
They’ll get to know me by being kindly forgiven,
with the slate of their sins forever wiped clean. 

By coming up with a new plan, a new covenant between God and his people, God put the old plan on the shelf. And there it stays, gathering dust."
          I have to admit I balled my eyes out, I was wasted. The God of the universe had spoken to me personally and let me know I was forgiven. I got to know God on a deeper level through his forgiveness. I was starting over, taking responsibility, being forgiven, being loved - but best of all: God was teaching me to go and do likewise.
Pay forgiveness forward.Pay kindness forward.Pay love forward.
Thanks for your time.
Go do something nice for somebody.
#JLYASDW

Sunday, April 6, 2014

And So This Is Easter - What Have You Done?

And so this is Easter,
And what have you done?
Another year over,
Has your new life just begun?

Some folks complain about holidays not having a real meaning other than material celebrations: Eggs, bunnies, bonnets, buns etc. 

What matters the most is:
The condition of your heart.
The work of your hands.
The direction of your feet.
The truth of your words.
The water quality in the River of Life is measured by the flow outside the gates of your heart. As a man drinketh - so he floweth!

Proverbs 23
7 For as he thinks in his heart, so is he.
“Eat and drink!” he says to you,
But his heart is not with you.
8 The morsel you have eaten, you will vomit up,
And waste your pleasant words.

12 Apply your heart to instruction,
And your ears to words of knowledge.
13 Do not withhold correction from a child,

15 My son, if your heart is wise,
My heart will rejoice—indeed, I myself;
16 Yes, my inmost being will rejoice
When your lips speak right things.

19 Hear, my son, and be wise;
And guide your heart in the way.

22 Listen to your father who begot you,
And do not despise your mother when she is old.
23 Buy the truth, and do not sell it,
Also wisdom and instruction and understanding.
24 The father of the righteous will greatly rejoice,
And he who begets a wise child will delight in him.
25 Let your father and your mother be glad,
And let her who bore you rejoice.
26 My son, give me your heart,
And let your eyes observe my ways.